A WESTERN STORY

A WESTERN STORY

By

Joseph S. Wilkins

(The following remembrance was written by my grandfather, Joseph S. Wilkins, when he was 82 years old. It is a recounting of his early years in west Tennessee and his and my grandmother’s pioneering excursion to Colorado at the beginning of the 20th Century)

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In America, trailblazing is part of our democratic way of life. In my youth, we seemed to have no more frontiers, but, being restless, and wanting to do and have things, my young wife and I decided to go pioneering anyway. Basically, we were fed up barely existing on our old, eroded west Tennessee farm.

We were excited and animated by the traditions and tales of the thrilling adventures of Daniel Boone, Sam Houston, and our beloved Davy Crockett, whose last Tennessee home, before he took off for the Alamo, was nearby. Crockett’s crude politicking, fighting Indians, and bear- hunting exploits I had read about, but most information about him was given to me when I was a boy by his younger companion in all his adventures.

This companion was a young Negro named Albert, and he was Crockett’s slave. Albert went everywhere with Crockett. Albert was with Crockett at the Battle of the Alamo, and was the only survivor. Albert’s capture and final escape from the Mexicans, his loss of a leg, and his 3-year long trek back home gave me thrills and the spirit of adventure.

As was the custom in the South, older slaves were known as “uncle” or “aunt,” so he was Uncle Albert to me, being in his 40’s at the time. He told me of his thrilling adventures related to Crockett and Sam Houston.

Uncle Albert told about the large beech-nut tree near our home where Crockett carved the letters “Where Crockett kil a bar.” He told about Crockett running for Congress and getting drinks for voters by paying for them with coon hides.

Most interesting was his hiding in the canopy of the Alamo during the fighting, watching the small band of overmatched fighters throwing back the Mexican hordes initially; but, when the ammunition gave out, the Mexicans broke through and there was hand-to-hand fighting, with Colonel Travis, Jim Bowie and Crockett being the last to go down. There were dead Mexicans by the score lying around.

Being a colored man possibly saved Albert’s life. He was made a captive, but escaped in less than a year and immediately set out for home, which was five hundred miles away through uninhabited, barren waste country. He had no shoes, few clothes, and was starving.

At one point he came to a large river. He swam across and soon noticed a large animal carcass on the shore, with several buzzards feeding on it. Now there were eats—but how to get it. He waded out and submerged alongside the carcass. Soon the buzzards returned. He grabbed a large cock buzzard by the feet and brought it to shore. He ate most of that buzzard raw.

Soon he built a head-high pen with drift poles around the carcass and the left-over buzzard. He made a trap door on top of the pen and hid himself nearby. Soon, several young wolves came sniffing around and sprang through the trap door into the pen. Quickly, with rocks he pelted the wolves until they were dead. He then skinned them and cut off plenty of wolf mutton. From their hides he made two pairs of moccasins and a suit. Resting overnight, he trekked on.

Early one day, he saw some riders. They were scouts of General Sam Houston’s Army of Liberation. Brought before Houston, he told him his story. Houston knew Crockett and of the fateful Alamo massacre, so he made Albert his handy-man. Soon, the big, decisive battle of San Jacinto was fought, with the Americans driving right through the much larger Mexican army under Santa Anna, who was the president of Mexico, and was captured. Albert had seen Santa Anna when he was a Mexican prisoner, and related this to Sam Houston. Albert had previously hurt his leg, and it had become infected, so the army doctor had to amputate it. The doctor also had to treat a slight foot wound Houston received in the battle.

Houston became very fond of Albert. In their talks while lying around getting well, Houston told him many of his tall tales. One in particular, characteristic of Houston, possibly is worth relating.

While governor of Tennessee, Houston was aroused too early one morning by his wife and told by her  to bring an armful of stove wood to cook breakfast. He did, but ate no breakfast (probably to show who was boss). Soon Albert could travel, so he “peg-legged” the long distance back home.

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After a brief time of marriage, and enduring poor farm land that did not produce, my wife and I decided to take Horace Greely’s advice and “Go West!” We went via the prairie schooner, as the Conestoga covered wagon was known. On our long roll west we saw many interesting things. A few I narrate.

One day we stopped for lunch in a smart town—Hominy, in the Osage Indian Nation. Oil had been discovered on their land and, at that time, they were said to be the richest people per capita in the world. They were the first Indians we met, wearing blankets over and around them, with the squaws carrying papooses on covered boards on their backs. They amused my wife and me, and more so when those who could speak English would point at our beautiful three-month-old daughter in my wife’s lap, grin, gesture, and say, “White man papoose!”

In Stevens County, Kansas, the Cimarron River makes a sharp bend, and our best route further west was to cross it there, twice. The day before we got to the east crossing, a downpour of rain fell. I had read how treacherous Western rivers were, with their quicksand bogs after a heavy rain, and how stampeded herds of Buffalo would plunge into them, sink and die. So, a mile from the river crossing we asked a man how the river was. He said it was bone dry, which was confusing, because on a rise a short distance from the crossing I saw water coming. It was passing the ford crossing as we arrived. I looked across. The river had sloping banks, and upstream there was no avalanche of water coming. But I knew the swift current and crawling sand would take us downstream a bit, yet the sloping banks would enable us to cross safely.

We plunged in with our waterproof, Conestoga wagon. The water was a foot or so deep. However, our splendid team of horses did not like such dirty, foaming water, full of drifting tumble weeds and other trash. By the time we reach the other side—100 feet or so—the water was nearly up to our wagon bed.

We camped overnight at a settlement a mile on the western edge of the Cimarron Valley. The next morning the floodwater was nearly out to us. A man there said he had never seen the river that high in his twenty years there. Telling him where we were going, he said it would be a week or 10 days before we could cross the river on the west.

Broomcorn was their money crop there, and they were harvesting it then. He asked me if I wished work. I did, and he phoned a friend near the western crossing. He was sending a helper. This farmer was about my age, with a wife and year-old daughter. He payed me a dollar a day and our board. The next day he showed me how to pull dwarf broomcorn. We put big handfuls between rows to dry 3 or 4 days, put it in ricks, then later seed and bale it (400 lbs. to the bale) for market. We traded some goods nearly every day and eventually didn’t work much. I then spent an hour or more each morning and evening in his grain fields shooting prairie chickens that came in thundering droves. He would laugh at me for not getting many chickens. I told him he need not expect a tenderfoot Easterner to shoot like Westerners.

At noon one day, after we had mopped our guns, I held his gun skyward and looked through the barrel. I had never seen before or since such a bore of golden rings and glow. I wanted that gun, and used it a few days hunting. A few days later, he said he might give me an even trade for my fine looking double- barrel gun. Just what I wanted him to say. He said he had used his gun against many competitors, and always outshot the other hunters. We made the trade, and afterward I got my chickens.

In a few days, he phoned his friend at the Western Cimarron crossing to ask when I could cross, and to help me. They said I could cross with help. We reloaded the wagon, and early next day arrived at the crossing. Cowboys awaited us on their ponies. I wondered how they could be of much assistance. Two of them tied their lariats to the end of my wagon tongue, the third one led the way, and away we went safely across. I never knew before how a horse, with a rope tied to a saddle horn, could pull so much.  However, later in our winters when so many cattle froze, cowboys with their lariats would drag full grown cows away on the frozen ground.

Soon, we crossed the old Santa Fe Trail, bringing back memories of tales of the old West that I had heard in my youth. Not being able to water my team, late in the evening of the third day, we saw some men building a rock house nearby. They had water in barrels, and, taking buckets, they helped me water my team. The higher altitude had winded one of my horses and he was lying down, exhausted. Given water, he eventually arose and recovered. I later learned to my sorrow that some eastern horses did not become acclimated to the altitude change, and soon died.

These people seemed pleased when I told them I intended to homestead in that section. One of them pointed to a windmill three miles west, saying one of his eight brothers lived there and that he would show me around and help me find what I wanted. His brother not being home, his wife, Mrs. Craddick, mother-in-law, and her gangling son took care of my team of horses. They gave us plenty of good eats and an overnight welcome. Early the next morning we set out for Springfield, twenty-five miles away. All those brothers later became our dear friends.

Halfway to Springfield was Villas, a big trading post and post office.  I drove up front to the main store. Several cowboys were out front and began gazing bug-eyed at our baby daughter. (I afterward learned she was the only baby in that area.) Western style, they wanted to know my mission, so I told them we were homesteading.

The merchant, Mr. Wheeler (who sold everything from toothpicks to automobiles) pointed to a house three miles north across the prairie, saying it was unoccupied, and to move in and stay until I got located. A dry, sandy, Bear Creek was about halfway. The cowboys, seeing I was heavily loaded, said I would likely get stuck crossing, and to wait and they would soon be along to get me across. Just like our crossing the Cimarron River.

After crossing the creek, we arrived at the house about noon. I fed the team, ate lunch, unloaded some, and fixed up the house. Then I took off on horseback for Springfield for my mail.

Early next morning we saw two people coming in a surrey. I recognized the boy from where we had stayed the night before. He told me they had come for us. I stated I had a place as long as I wished. The man, Mr. Craddick, said he was sorry he wasn’t at home when we arrived, and that we must return and stay with him. So we returned, with the boy driving my team, with my wife and me riding with Mr. Craddick in the surrey. Arriving at his home, the boy again took care of our team, with the family again giving as a welcoming return.

Before I left the East, I had received valuable government plats and descriptive literature about Baca County, Colorado—its climate, soil, what they grew and how, the rainfall, and altitude. I told Mr. Craddick I wanted a valley with blue stem grass that grows two to three feet high, and a two to three mile slope into this valley. A gradual slope was necessary because when it rain there it pours and flooding is a concern. This slope had Grammer grass that grows three or four inches, and as it seldom does rain in late Fall and Winter, cures and remains succulent—which is so fine for the buffaloes and now the sheep and cattle. It also has thick, matted, root sod that sheds water like a duck’s back. The annual rainfall was twenty-one inches. One needs floodwater to prevent crop failure. Mr. Craddick said he knew just the place, six miles north and in the section I wanted.

We went the next day. Two miles away was a slope of Grammer grass, leading down into a beautiful valley. We stopped at the southwest corner of the half- section. Looking down that valley was beauty beyond compare. I had him drive through it. Twice I took a posthole digger and dug down four feet or so, striking blood-red subsoil. At about a foot down I struck moisture, so I knew one could grow crops every year.

We then drove to the northwest corner of this 320n acres (half section). A Dutch rancher 20 years before had settled there, built a nice 18 x 36 foot rock house, with a like-sized, partitioned basement. The government found out this Dutchman was a claim jumper, so he had to skip. All but the basement of the house was gone, though the hundred square-foot, rock corral was intact. Mr. Craddick said that with a little rock repairing, which his father could do, one could roof the basement, plaster the rock wall with gypsum (plentiful near the creek), making beautiful white walls, and have a cheap, warm, temporary home.

Looking north a mile was Horse Creek, with timber on the banks. Two and one-half miles north were Blaine Post Office and school. Twenty-five miles northwest was Two Buttes Mountains—two hazy peaks that stood 500 feet high right out of the prairie. Blue and sparkling mirage lakes were seen every way one looked. What scenery! Our dreamland. The rainbow’s end.

The next day Mr. Craddick took my wife and me to Lamar, 60 miles away, to file on our homestead. He sent one of his brothers with a team to get us some lumber, roofing, wire, some coal, and sundry supplies. Later, his father and brother started working on my house while he and I went 40 miles west into some cedar breaks to get some dead cedar fence posts. We loaded our wagons with enough seasoned cedar posts to fence my 320 acres and a line of posts through the center, making the north half for pasture and the south half (valley) for crops. When we arrived home our house was habitable and comfortable. These dear people would take no pay for all this.

We soon moved in. I had left the effete East with malaria, chills, and fever every few days—also with some bunions on my feet. In a year I had no more bunions, and I was not sick a day in that glorious country.

Later, the teacher at Blaine was resigning at Christmas. Learning that I had taught school in Tennessee, the school directors asked me to finish teaching the remaining four months term. I had to walk two-and a-half miles daily to and from the school house.

On Horse Creek, I soon noticed spring water coming out in places in the rocky, high bluffs on the north side. The water in Horse Creek was two inches or so deep, and in places twelve feet wide, eventually sinking into the sand. But large rock boulders had fallen into the creek, and in several places had backed up the water, making several large, deep holes, good for duck shooting and catching the limit of mountain trout. The limit was all you wished to take home! The breaks also made good covers to hide and shoot antelopes and other game.

At school one day in mid- February at recess, the children called my attention to a dark, hazy cloud in the northwest, saying a blizzard was coming, and that teachers always let them out to go home. Hurriedly we all left. I got a mile from home when the blizzard struck. I was in the creek breaks, protected somewhat, yet I was blown around, half blinded by pelting snow and sleet. Visibility was nil at times. I was well-clad and made it home about dusk by following our neighborhood pasture fence that ran near our house. Numb, half- blinded, and frozen, I stumbled home. I had been told to watch for such blizzard clouds and seek shelter soon. I had heard of people feeding stock, getting lost, and freezing, trying to find their house not a hundred yards away.

When school was out, I began plowing. The first year that one turns the sod, you let it remain, then drill the grain. No cultivating. If fact, one never cultivates there. I only ran a weeder once, to keep out weeds. This was new, easy farming to me. Cultivating in the east was our pain. What crops! Milo, maze, Kaffir corn, broomcorn, and cane that grew so thick and high. An agricultural forest primeval. Such rich, enduring soil. A rancher showed me plots planted to crops for twenty years, with no apparent deterioration. We had one half- mile row of watermelons, cantaloupes, pumpkins, and several kinds of squash. There was enough rain to make fine crops, with sunshine galore, for the finest flavor. Twice snow fell before a freeze. I have gone to my field and scratched snow off delicious watermelons and cantaloupes—after Christmas.

Early in the spring, the postmaster at Blaine became very sick. The people asked me to take the position and move the post office over to my place. This suited me because I wanted to meet people and trade with them. The mail carrier came thrice a week, at noon when I was at home. Then I soon had the mail up and the carrier on his way.

That winter, working week-ends, I fenced my 320 acres with three-wire, and put a fence through the middle, separating my pasture from the valley-crop part. After planting my crops (no cultivating being necessary) I started our new rock house. Rocks and gypsum were plentiful near Horse Creek. Its location, midway on a slight rise east, was better to look over my domain and see those beautiful mirages. I told the old timers I intended to have a spring bubble up. How they would laugh at me, calling me a green bumpkin roller, who knew more about the country than those who had been there a lifetime.

I had to haul water for my stock a mile from the creek. I let my stock out one day, thinking they would return with our milk cow whose calf was in the corral. When the cows didn’t return, my wife, astride the cow pony, went for them. I told her not to cross the creek, as we lately had a freshet. She soon returned, saying the cattle were on the north side of the creek. I filled my pockets with throwing rocks and went after them. I began pelting the milk cow, Miss Daisy. She re-crossed the creek, and all started home. My horse hesitated crossing a nearer way. It looked safe, so I put spur to him and in– and nearly under– we went. The creek was not very wide. I jumped onto a boulder near the other side. Holding onto the bridle reins, strongly pulling and tugging, my horse muddled through and out. The laugh by my wife was on me.

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The early homesteaders tried to farm like they did back east with non-acclimated seeds—with disastrous results, becoming as “Sour Grapes of Wrath.” Some built nice stone houses and dug large community wells for water. A mile south, half a mile north and one mile east, there were several such wells—5 feet in diameter and 50 to 60 feet deep. All had loose boards over them because they were dangerous. Over time, they had deteriorated and were now about half-covered and half-filled with windblown dead grass and tumbleweeds. These weeds were the size of a wash kettle, and grew all over the prairie, and dried up round-shaped. Our prevailing breezes and strong fall and winter winds snapped the tumbleweeds loose from their roots and sent them rolling and tumbling by the hundreds over the prairie. I have seen them piled up against wire fences, fence high, and with accumulated snow, break fences down.

I did not know of an east well until out hunting early one day, when I shot and wounded a badger. While chasing him, I dashed onto the half-covered well-top, and fell 30 feet into the well, taking several broken boards with me. The 30 feet or so of tumbleweeds and trash cushioned my fall and saved me from being badly hurt. I was winded, scared, and had a few body bruises and a severe head bump. I lay there for a time, recuperating and regaining my senses.

Was I scared! Thirty feet up, and a dry, straight wall: 15 feet of rock, 10 feet of tough red clay, and 5 feet of humus, loose, rich soil. My wife would be expecting me home by noon, but she and neighbors wouldn’t start looking for me before night. Would they ever look into these wells? They would first look into the breaks and water holes north on the creek for a day or two—but into these wells…maybe never. And no one could hear me holler very far.

I resolved to get myself out—but how? I had only a large pocketknife. I cut four fallen-in boards, slightly longer than the well’s diameter. Then I reached up as high as I could and peaked a notch between two rocks. I fitted one end of my boards in the notch, with the other end slightly up on the opposite wall. I did the same thing twice more, arriving at the red clay formation. I then cut a notch in this tough red clay twice, and fitting the boards in, I swung up and onto the top of the red clay. The five feet or so of loose soil would not hold my board notch, so there I was, so near the top—and yet so far. I started hollering, but got no answer. I then cut a short paddle digger and started digging this crumbly soil. As luck was again my way, I immediately struck an old badger hole—or was it my hurt badger in his large sleeping room?

Badgers are bad medicine when wounded. Should a hot or cold war flare, badger or bear, I was coming in feet first, and no appeasements. Soon I dug and cut with my knife a firm handhold in matted grass sod, and was up and out– and safe! After a long rest, I returned home, arriving before dark. I related my going aground, go-down, and critical picking up escape to my wife. However, this time my wife did not laugh.

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By fencing a few gaps, we soon had a neighborhood pasture, nine miles across, with plenty of water for the stock of interested neighbors. By Christmas I had my house habitable, 16 x 32 feet, with plastered white gypsum, including the same sized basement. I partitioned a third of the house for the Post Office, and the same size in the basement to store and keep produce from freezing. I also built my wife a large rock and plastered chicken house. Chickens did well there, and we always had a plentiful supply of chicken and eggs. By spring, I also had a rock corral, 8 feet high and 100 feet square. People began to settle in this country rapidly.

After a time I wanted an additional quarter section to the east. So, I had my father, aged 70, come from Tennessee to also homestead. He needed to retire and come to a more healthful climate. He homesteaded his 160 acres next to mine. This isolated another 160 acres, nearly as good as mine. This isolated 160 acres I could buy at $1.25 an acre.

I have previously narrated I wanted a deep well drilled. The ranchers said I had better have a shallow well (60 or 70 feet) and a windmill like everybody else. One day at noon, a Mr. Marsh took dinner with us. He said he was a deep well driller, and he would drill me a well to any depth I wished, at a dollar a foot, and room and board. We traded, and I furnished the 6-inch casing, which he ordered. He started drilling in a week.

I had previously surveyed a homestead for one of my old Tennessee friends, and he paid me by helping scrape out and level a big reservoir for my well. How the old timers riled my for doing all this before I even had a well.

Mr. Marsh drilled two weeks through stratified rock 120 feet. One day at noon, he said the rock had changed to a tough, waxy, black rock. He was another two weeks drilling 100 feet through it. Then again at noon, he said he had struck a porous, white rock. He had set the 6-inch casing into this tough black rock to cut off the surface water and drilled inside the casing. The sign was good for artesian water and we were elated. Mid-afternoon, drilling in this white, porous rock we heard a roar, and yelled. My helper and I looked up and saw a stream of water shooting into the air. Mr. Marsh screwed the last joint of casing into an elbow for the water to flow into our complete, big reservoir. I set a post near the center of the reservoir and put a bow with salt in it, so my cattle would trample in it and help the reservoir hold water.

For a month or more, my wife and I would ride a horse and lead another to trample and make the bottom firm, so as to make our reservoir hold water good. When full, we began irrigating a big garden. You could sell, at good prices, all kinds of garden products and we grew much of all kinds. We then irrigated around the house and corral to grow trees for added beauty and windbreak. When my old-timer friends came for their mail the day after our well came in, they shook their heads and gazed, bug-eyed.

Information of this, the first steel-cased artesian well in Baca, Colorado, was published in the Two Butte Sentinel (a weekly paper) in July or August, 1913. People came from afar and near to see it. Many began putting down artesian wells, some flowing 1000 gallons a minute. All vacant land was soon taken. A new town, Artesia, sprand up nearby. A land rush, grab and boom, was on.

Near disaster struck the third winter. Local hail nearly ruined our fine garden and crops. February was a month of incessant snows. I lost nearly half of my ill-fed cattle. Many others lost more, but I had my stock up and protected from the blizzard somewhat by my corral. Fuel and food became scarce with many. I was lucky, having a supply of cow chips and driftwood hauled from the creeks north. I made me a hand-me-down meal mill, attached an old coffee mill spindle to the top, then rocked and spun it around, making meal.

We also had plenty of ducks and chickens.  I shot ducks  in the reservoir from my door. There were plenty of jackrabbits that I shot in the late evenings in the moonlight, while they were out eating around the corral.

During a lull in a storm, a neighbor and I went 45 miles to Holly, mostly for cattle feed and flour. The snow had melted and the ground was frozen, so we went fast. Late evening, within 10 miles from home on our way back, the ground thawed and we had to rest our weary team every half-mile or so. We arrived at my neighbor’s house at midnight. I stayed over-night. That night the ground froze and I started the two and a half miles home. Horse Creek ford had a foot or so high ice abutment on both sides. I would have to cut that ice away or get stuck. A near blizzard was coming, so I didn’t have time to cut both sides. I looked upstream. Close by, a big boulder had previously backed up melted snow water that was level with both creek banks. It had frozen, but shallow water was running beneath it. I decided the ice was thick enough to hold my load, and over that bridge of ice we went. I fed my team and was unloading my wagon at home when the blizzard struck.

All ranchers and homesteaders were much afraid of prairie fires, so they were careful with matches and campfires. The grass was very inflammable. Prairie fires were often set by rainless electrical storms, common in semi-arid countries, with their constant strong breezes.

One such prairie fire came roaring our way five miles south. The cowboys and ranchers fought it by dragging wet blankets, sacks, even bedding, when other things were not available. They would shoot a cow, quickly pull off the skin, tie it to the end of their long lariat, with the other side of the skin tied to the lariat of another cowboy, and speed along both sides of the fire, gradually narrowing the burning area until it was out. This prairie fire was nearly pin-pointed before it reached us and was stopped by our mile-long cultivated valley on the south side. This saved our house, out buildings, and stacked feed. We were also concerned about prairie fires ruining our fall and winter grazing for our cattle, horses and sheep.

One wild thing I was never able to harmonize. It was smaller than a coyote and pale red in color.  One night, north on Two Butte Creek, looking for driftwood with several neighbors, snoozing in a draw, a light snow fell. We were crawling from under our blankets, when right near, up jumped one of those creatures. Before I could get my gun and run to the edge of the narrow draw, I sighted a red blur two miles away. Returning to my companions, I asked, “What was that?” they said it was a swift—and swift it was!

Your neighbors were those near and thirty miles away. I would not sell flour or feed, but loaned both to our neighbors until this unusual cold spell abated. The next two years I made fine crops, bought some more cattle, raised and sold some hogs. Our local garden sales were exceptionally good. I sold a bit of grain and a big crop of broomcorn, paying for my well, some cattle, and more land.

Then, in the fifth year, disaster struck our family. My wife naturally had a weak heart, and the higher altitude and lighter air was making her weak. I went for the only doctor in the county, and he said I would have to get her to lower and more humid regions, giving me 60 days, or her heart would be damaged.

So, there we were. Our bright looking future (moonlight and roses) was now “gone with the wind.” Therefore, in a few days, I put my wife and now two lovely daughters, 3 and 5 years old, on the train to take them back to our old nest in Tennessee. A short time later, I had a sale of all our property. Those dear people bid in and paid more for my things than they seemed worth.

Physically, I was hale and fit as a fiddle. My father, who was living with us, had been ill, but was now recuperated. He lived to be 92, and went back east with us. Financially we had not done too badly. I had come to that fair land in Colorado with around $800 and I left with $10,000 in cash and real estate. A neighbor drove my father and me to the train forty-five miles away. I took a sad, longing, last look across the rolling prairie at our dear homestead, basking in glittering mirage splendor. The boy within me cried, stilling the song in my soul.

In this democratic country, which is especially good for the aged, I can hardly believe—and am distressed—to read that the scenes of our homestead, honeymoon country can now be called a Dust Bowl. Oh, that Man, the most remarkable, and perhaps most admirable of God’s creatures, could and would mar and abuse this beautiful earth.

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Epilogue—It will be noted from my grandfather’s account of his homesteading days, that life on the prairie could be quite dangerous at times, and life was risky. But, the prairie offered more freedom and opportunity for those willing to risk it. However, the reader will note that much of that danger was offset by the help and kindness of neighbors. Granddaddy got assistance that is somewhat uncommon today, without which he might not been able to survive his days on the prairie. Wouldn’t it be wonderful if that spirit of helping our neighbors could be increased today.

 

An Epitaph in Cooperstown – from “Walking in His Shadow” by J.P. Howard

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AN EPITAPH IN COOPERSTOWN

In the spring of 1968 I was chosen to attend one of the most prestigious and difficult training schools that AT&T had to offer. It was conducted in Cooperstown, New York at the grand hotel by the name, “The Otesaga Hotel” and it would take three-months to complete.

The subject matter being taught was the beginning of a new era of “digital” transmission in telecommunications. Computers, at that time, were huge in size and required massive air-condition systems just to keep the computer cool. Small personal computers (PC) were in the early developmental stages. The total data capacity that could be stored in those early commercial computers was hundreds of time smaller than the small home PC’s used in 2014.

The language of the computers and its memory technology was at that time, compared to today’s technology was like the horse and buggy vs. the modern automobiles today. This was the development of a brand new world of telecommunication being born, for both voice and data. I was a student of this new technology. To say I was not somewhat concerned I would be able to understand the course material and pass the required tests would be to tell a lie. Dropping below a grade of 70 in two of the eight subjects in any single week was a firm, no-questions-asked, dismissal from this school. Your bags would be packed, a cab standing by to take you to the airport to transport you back to your hometown. Those students would be called out of class, brought to the lobby of the Hotel where their bags and belongings were waiting, and board the cab for the airport. No time to say goodbyes or even to go back to your room. After seeing several students make an exit this way put a fear in the hearts of the remaining students, mine included. To go home like that was a sure end of climbing up the corporate ladder. Kiss you career good-by!

Classes began at 8:00am and lasted until 5:00pm, Monday through Friday. Saturday classes were only for half a day. All meals were served in the official dinning room of this beautiful hotel. No time for breaks and walking around the town. You were there to study only and study was intense as all of the hundreds of students, from all over the United States and some from other countries, buckled down after evening dinner to study.

Living in this beautiful five-star hotel, which was occupied by only the students of AT&T, the instructors and the hotel staff, was necessary because all classes were conducted in the hotel. AT&T made a special financial deal with the Hotel to use the entire hotel, and its staff, the coldest months of the year when normal tourist found a warmer place to vacation.
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Sundays, being the only day to rest from this three months study program, gave students time for their personal life. Many slept, others found other activities, but few went to church as I did. It was refreshing to just get away from this grind and see something other than the inside of this hotel and other students.

I found this very old, but quaint little Episcopal church on River Street, and attended Sunday services there. I must say I was sadly disappointed that I was greeted with an attitude of indifference. They didn’t know me, so they didn’t speak to me! I attended anyway!

The church cemetery surrounding this church was quite old and I found pleasure in just walking through the church cemetery and reading the inscriptions and epitaphs. Some were very interesting by the very date of that person’s death and that many family members died on the same date, giving reason to believe some dreadful epidemic took place that could have wiped out an entire family. On the side of the hills surrounding the town of Cooperstown I did discover one site that an entire family was massacred by the Indians, as per their grave stone dates and the epitaph inscription placed there by some friend.

One Sunday, while continuing my reading of epitaphs in this church cemetery, I stumbled across a table-top flat burial site. The top slab was about thirty of so inches from the ground. Being flat it suffered the damage brought on by the inclement weather conditions. The epitaph was engraved in this tablet-top stone, but badly worn over the hundred plus years of time and weather conditions. For some strange reason I was intrigued with this grave. Not many in this cemetery were “Tablet-top” style and thus the deterioration was worse being flat that the others that were standing vertical. The words were a challenge for me to read. When the Sun light comes from an angle, casting shadows, it enabled me to read the epitaph. When I did, my heart jumped and my compassion ran deep for a man from Barbados named R. H. Farmer. I hurt for the suffering he must have endured as he wrote these words:

Sept. 25, 1831

FRANCES F. M. FARMER
AGED 28 YEARS OLD
WIFE OF R. H. FARMER
OF BARBADOS

“Stranger hadst thou ever a wife, snatched from thee by death in the bloom of youth beauty and virtue? If thou never hadst thou mightest imagine but cannot feel the anguish of a disconsolate husband who has placed over her remains this tablet as the last but too feeble testimony of his tenderest affections and to mark the spot where lies the best of wives, the most affectionate of mothers and the sincerest of friends”.

As I wrote down these words, just the way they were written and spelled, I choked-up, and quietly gave thanks for these beautiful heart rendering words of a man who love his wife so dearly as to pour out his heartfelt feelings for ‘strangers’ to digest a husband’s true love for his wife. At that time, in 1968, I thanked God that I still had my wife. Even now, forty-six years later, I still give God my greatest thanks for my wife I love as deeply as R. H. Farmer loved his wife, Frances.

I have wondered how many times this grieving husband and his children gathered around this very gravesite, where I am standing, to bring flowers, say a prayer, shed a tear and recalled the blessed times they all had together before she was called home to be with the Lord.

Strangers, as we are, who read the writings and feel the emotions of others, we do not know for sure that Frances was a Christian, a true believer, but the love shown in this tribune by her husband and being buried in a church cemetery; gives reason to believe her faith was in the Lord.

We do not live to ourselves, and we do not die to ourselves. If we live, we live to the Lord, and if we die, we die to the Lord; so then, whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord’s.
Romans 14:7-8

BIG BROTHER – from “Walking In His Shadow” by J.P. Howard

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BIG BROTHER

James Harold Howard was born in 1921. He was almost twelve years old when my twin brother and I were born. It was when Harold turned eighteen, and I was only six years old, that I began to idolize Harold. He looked so big and strong in his military uniform. As I was just beginning to learn how to write, Harold could print words so beautifully. I just worshiped his abilities. That desire stuck with me for all of my life, as I too have printed rather than write cursive style.

Prior to 1939 Harold was a member of the “Hoozars” who met near Daffin Park in Savannah. At age 18 he joined the old Army Air Force in 1939 and was stationed at a number of bases such as “Avon Field” and “Maxwell Field”. When World War II broke out he and his entire crew was sent to Europe, where he served as a top turret gunner on a B-17 bomber. The entire crew, who departed from Hunter Air Force Base in Savannah, came to Harold’s family home for a farewell home cooked meal, prepared by my mother, prior to shipping out to Europe. As his plane departed the next day it flew over his parent’s home and waved its wings in a farewell gesture. After many missions his plane was shot down over Germany where he was wounded and held as a prisoner of war in Switzerland. On his second attempt he escaped, after almost six months in the POW camp. Using a very bad winter storm for cover, he found his way into Italy (with the help of the French underground) where he spent the rest of the war in a Hospital recovering from his wounds and frostbite of his feet. While he was held POW the dreaded telegram arrived at his parent’s home that he was “missing in action”. All attempts by his family to find out if he was still alive, or any facts of his whereabouts and condition, were a nightmare for the family. The Red Cross and the U. S. Government were of no help at all in finding him. The Salvation Army said they would try.

To obtain a better understanding, and the details of what Harold went through, I requested information from an expert archivist from the 8th Air Force Museum in Pooler, Ga. They reported the following: “He departed out of Savannah and went with the 15th AAF to Armandola, Italy. He was a tech sergeant, top turret gunner and a member of the 2nd BG, 429th BS. His pilot’s name was James E Heintz. His plane went down 3 August 1944 with 1 engine on fire that could not be feathered. Plane was B-17 #42-31655. He was identified by his “notify” list of Mrs. Virginia Lee Howard of 532 E 35th St, Savannah, GA! The records indicate he did not have to bail out and his injury consisted of bruised and strained shoulder muscles. He was in a POW camp, at Adelbodes, tried to escape, then put in Waueilermoos (one of the worst prisons in Switzerland) and on second attempt escaped from Switzerland in Jan. 1945. Returned to Cacerta, Italy. After a short stay he was shipped back to the U.S. Last notice of him in these papers was that he had been discharged and was working for a civilian airline co. as a mechanic somewhere in the South. He completed 18 missions”.

We give thanks to the Salvation Army who found him and reported his condition and whereabouts to the family. He was discharged as a Staff Sergeant on July 10, 1945 and received the “Purple Heart” as well as other awards for his war efforts. For years after the war Harold suffered greatly from the fact he was the only survivor of the crew of the B-17. His crew was like “Brothers” to him and he survived and they did not. This post war depression led him to heavy drinking for a while until he got his life back together with the help of an understanding and loving wife and the grace of God.

Harold worked for Southern Bell in Savannah after the war from 1945 until about 1948 when he was transferred to Brunswick, Ga. He worked as a supervisor over installation and repair of data equipment as well as PBX and Key. He loved to hunt and fish and would go fishing with any invitation. A very memorable fishing trip was to Valossa Bar (Valossa County, Florida) with close friends and Paul and Perry, his brothers. Pictures of this trip provide fond memories for me. He talked very little about the war but did tell anyone who would listen about the “hole-in-one” he had on the golf course. Golf was a sport suggested by his doctor to provide him exercise to help his heart condition.

General Douglas MacArthur once said: “O, Lord….build me a son whose goal will be high, a son who will master himself before he seeks to master other men; one who will reach into the future, yet never forget the past”.

Harold looked forward to the future, but struggled to forget the past. His goal was to grow even closer to his father and to experience his children grow into productive adults. Harold tried to forget the past, especially his painful experiences in World War II, but the next few years he would suffer the greatest losses of his life. He would live to see the death of three family members. Our father died in 1968, who he had grown close to in the last few years,  followed closely by the deaths of his only two children, who died in separate automobile accidents. Only six months after our father died, Jimmy, age 19, Harold’s son, was killed in an automobile accident. In 1970, only 22 months after his only son died, Janice, his only daughter, also died from injuries from another automobile accident. As I sat next to him in the funeral services for his son, Jimmy, I witnessed a soft sob as tears ran down his face. My heart ached for him. I had never seen him cry before! He has lost his only son, a son that had gone somewhat astray, but had recently got his act back together and his family was happier than ever. But now Jimmy was gone! He had now lost his only father and his only son. Janice’s death followed before he could come to grips with the other two deaths. Memories of his war experiences started coming back to haunt him. In his grief he was not the same after these three deaths, his future dreams and goals were shattered and he acted defeated, but never outwardly complained or looked for sympathy. He soon started experiencing chest pains and died in his sleep on October 28, 1972 from angina pectoris. He is buried in Glenn Rose Cemetery, Glenn County, Brunswick, Georgia, next to his two children. He was only 51 years old.

Harold was loved by all who knew him. He was, like our father, a kind and giving man. He worked hard and provided well for his family. His premature gray hair made him most handsome and his ready smile and his friendly nature endeared him to all who met him. He is greatly missed.

The loss of a brother is difficult to explain to those who have never had a brother they  looked up to, and is some small way worshiped. Harold was one of those. My grief would repeat again when my twin brother, Perry,  passed on to eternity long before he should have. It is difficult to explain this type of grief! God has given me the strength and love to endure!

“Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He shall sustain thee; He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.” Psalm 55:22

Little Living Angel (Walking in His Shadow)

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Little Living Angle is taken from the book, “Walking In His Shadow” by J.P. Howard

LITTLE LIVING ANGEL

Lauren Elizabeth Bain was my first granddaughter. She was born on April 8, 1981. Lauren was a beautiful child, inside and out, with the spirit of an Angel. She was older that her years as she showed unusual compassion to other children her own age or younger by hugging them if they cried or if they were scared. Her willingness to share her toys, or even give her toys to another child if that is what they wanted, and then find another one for her self to play with. She was a joy of a child to be around and to babysit when called upon.

It was on one of the baby-sitting opportunities that Lauren still had a low grade fever when we arrived. Her fever seemed to be hovering around 101 degrees, not too much to worry about we thought, and she felt only slightly warm to the touch. A baby aspirin, we thought, would clear this up in no time. But the fever persisted until Dianne and Peter came home. It would be several days later, after having her tested by the Doctors at Emory’s Elgleston Hospital for children that we would learn the terrible news. She had a childhood Cancer known as Neuroblastoma, stage 4. This was the worst news a parent could possibly receive. We as a family were devastated. Lauren was only four years old.

Dr. Jim Bain, Lauren’s other grandfather, knew all too well what this disease could do to the body, and being a stage 4 made it very urgent she start receiving medical treatment immediately. For the next seven years Lauren would receive the very best treatment that medical science had to offer. She even was treated with medicine that would not be ‘on the market’ until years later. This was due to Dr. Bain’s connections (he taught at Emory Medical School where he was vice president) and his extensive knowledge of medicines. Over this seven years Lauren would receive two ‘Bone Marrow’ transplants, an operation, chemo treatments, and many, many x-ray scans of her small body.

The family was lifted and encouraged on several occasions when she went into remission. Her hair would begin to grow back and her strength would return. She even played on a girl’s soft ball team – much to her delight. Then the dreaded news would be announced that her cancer was once again overtaking her little body. Back on chemo, another Bone Marrow operation, and more x-rays. Once again she would start loosing her hair as well as her physical strength.

Through all this Lauren never gave up hope. She never complained, why me? She faced the pain with an attitude of ‘let’s get it done’. Her love of people was greater that her feeling sorry for herself and her pain. When the treatments were not making things better, Lauren, with a smile, would apologize and say, “I’ll try to do better the next time”! She felt bad for disappointing everyone; she thought if only I could try harder. That was the kind of love she had for her family.
That was the strength God gave her. She was stronger than any of the family members; she taught us how to endure. She taught us how to love. She made our troubles seem so small.

After seven long years her weakened little body could not take any more. As she lay in her bed at her home, with the family at her side, she closed her eyes and went home to be with the Lord. It was May 24, 1992. She was only eleven years old.

Our little angel, Lauren, is now with her father in heaven. I write this with the confidence and assurance that God has opened the door to heaven to welcome her home into his kingdom.

“Then some children were brought to Him so that He might lay His hands on them and pray; and the disciples rebuked them.” But Jesus said, “Let the children alone, and do not hinder them from coming to Me; for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”
Matthew 19: 13-14

“Walking in His Shadow” by J. P. Howard

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This story is taken from the book “Walking In HIS Shadow” by J.P. Howard

THE POOR MAN’S RIDE

Back in the days following World War Two, and during the Korean War, hitchhiking was a common way for many members of the armed forces to go from one location to another. The public just seemed to rally to the cause to help by giving them a ride.

There were two such close encounters I experienced that, looking back, were close calls. One was a trip from my military duties in Washington, D.C. to Savannah. It was a Friday and the work day was over at 5:00 as I changed into my “Navy White” uniform and made my way out to the highway and extended my right hand with my thumb-up seeking a ride. A man and his wife picked me up as I told them I was headed for Savannah, Georgia. They told me they would take me as far as North Carolina. That would be a good start, I thought, because it is rare that someone would be going to the same location I was headed. Without questioning where they would drop me off I happily jumped at the opportunity of this ride. The day was getting dark as I entered their car. Darkness soon set in as we progressed and the conversation was a mixture of small talk about family. I did not watch the route this driver was taking, but while going through one on the many small towns along the way, he turned off the main highway and was traveling on a road I was not familiar with. He pulled over at a filling station and said they were going to turn off another road going west and it would be best if I got out here so I could obtain another ride on down to Savannah.

“Where in the world am I” as I mumbled to myself. As I turned to go in the gas station I realized it was closed for the night. Across the road, sitting about twenty yards back from the road was a concrete block “Night Club” with flashing blue neon lights advertising beer. Apparently this dive was a ‘drink and fight’ hang-out bar for local toughs and “Red Necks”.

I stood there, dressed in my Navy Whites uniform with my little ‘ditty-bag’, waiting anxiously for some traffic to come by. This dark and lonely night was starting to worry me as five minutes grew into twenty minutes – and still no cars were in sight. It was at this time I experienced some fear creep into my heart and I uttered a silent prayer for God’s protection of me. At that time two men came out of the bar across the street and lit a cigarette and talked to each other. One looked across the road and said something to the other while pointing at me. They stared at me for a few minutes and then went back into the bar. Then they came back out with several other guys and the group started walking towards me. For the first time fear encompassed me and I knew I was in trouble and needed help to get out of this situation. At that time a car seemed to come out of nowhere and pulled up next to me. This was the first car I had seen in quite some time and it was headed in the direction I wanted to go. Inside the car were two young black men with two girls, all complete strangers. The driver said, “Sailor you better get your ass out of here! If you would like a ride you better get in quick – those dudes are bad!” The choice was made instantly as I jumped into their car and we sped off into the darkness of the night not knowing where I was, who I was with, or where I was going or even if this would be a worse choice that facing that gang. My mind was rushing from one scenario to another and I ask myself, “was I picked up by four Angels or was I getting into a situation much worse that an encounter with a bunch of drunken “Red Necks” who probably could have beaten me to death?

As it turned out God was with me all along and sent me these four “Angels” to protect and comfort me. After explaining where I was headed they offered to take me to a little town on a major highway about 40 miles away where plenty of traffic flowed towards Savannah. They would accept no money for their driving me to this location. It was at that time I felt the true presence of God’s answer to prayer as I gave them many thanks for their good deed. I quickly obtained another ride on down to Savannah and prayed and gave thanks along the way for the richness of God’s love, blessings and His saving grace. I learned a good lesson from this experience and that is that God’s Angels come in all colors, genders and ages.

A similar incident occurred sometime later when I was seeking a ride from my Navy Base in Maryland and headed for Savannah. This time I was offered a ride down to South Carolina by a very nice young couple. As the shadows of the day faded away into the darkness of the night they took a detour off the main highway without my knowledge and let me out in a small town. It was getting late and everything in this small, stop-in-the-road, towns seem to close down with the setting of the Sun. Without the city lights these little towns become extremely dark and very lonely, especially if you feel lost and are depending on some strange car to stop and give you a ride. That feeling is somewhat frightening.

As I stood there in the silence of this lonely dark night I heard the sound of a motorcycle with a “gutted” muffler coming my way. As the driver of the motorcycle saw me he slowed down very slow and stared at me and then gunned his engine as he drove on down the road. A few minutes later I hear the sound of this motorcycle coming back and he slowed to a stop across the road from where I was standing, but left his loud, non-muffled motorcycle running. He said, while still sitting on his bike, in a demanding and threatening way, “Sailor if your not gone when I come back I’m ‘goanna kick your ass”. At that time a second story window opened over a small grocery store, which was closed for the day. The store was next to where the bike was parked, when a gruff old man yelled out to the driver of this motorcycle, “Bubber, leave that boy alone and ‘git your self on home, ‘ya hear?”. At that command the man gunned his motorcycle and sped off into the darkness. Several minutes later this old man came out of his home which was located above his store. He was still putting on his shirt and said to me, “Son, my wife was worried to death about you and has ordered me to give you a ride over to Highway 17 so you can find yourself a ride to wherever you going, so ‘get in the car’. He grumbled for the next thirty minutes as he drove me over to Hwy 17 where I caught a ride on down to Savannah.

An Angel had appeared again, this time in the form of a little old lady awoken from her sleep by the loud noise of a motorcycle, and an old man who was just obeying his wife’s orders. Was this brought on by his wife’s orders or, as some would say, just a coincident? God’s answer to prayers is certainly the only answer, because I do not believe in coincidences. God, in His holy love for us, has a way of making His presence known in every situation we face on our journey through life as He delivers us from danger and harm. He certainly did for me as described in these stories.

Though I doubt I will ever see any of these Angels again in this lifetime, I will forever be thankful for God’s steadfast love, mercy and shelter, and grateful for the friendship offered by these strangers, acting as God’s angels.

“How precious is your steadfast love, O God! All people may take refuge in the shadow of your wings”. Psalm 36:7